Coming back home's like
Walking in on a secret
That everyone older than me knows
The trouble with moving on
Is leaving behind
I guess that's how it goes
And I don't know myself anymore
This must be what growing up is for
So just let me know
When the scary part is finally over
Until then I'll close my eyes
It's right here in the dark
It takes a lot of heart
Street lights at this time of night
Make everything seem black and white
And is everything faded
Or is it just me
An open parenthesis
Is there a point
When more of this makes sense
Or is that only past tense
So just let me know
When the scary part is finally over
Until then I'll close my eyes
It's right here in the dark
Is this the hard part
You told me that you would tell me
You told me you'd tell me
When I was older
Well I'm older now
So just let me know
Until then I'll close my eyes
So just let me know
When the scary part is finally over
Until then I'll close my eyes
It's right here in the dark
It takes a lot of heart
The night is slow
A gentle glow
Hovers right above the porch
Welcoming our footsteps
As we stumble towards the door
Your empty room
A simple tune
To put us all asleep so that
We can wake with the sun
and not feel so bad
The summer days and August blaze
We're trying hard to hold on tight
To what's left of the freedom
Brought with every night
The winter sky is hanging high
So far above the snow and ice
We are safe tucked away
In the dim of candle light
Seems like everyone's waiting
For something better to start
But we're fine being here, yeah
We're happy right where we are
If it was up to me
I don't think I'd ever move on
But it's out of our hands
So let's try out best
To hold on, to hold on
'Cause we're fine being here, yeah
We're happy right where we are
But it's out of our hands
So let's try our best
To hold on
So when you leave just promise me
That you will stay the way you are
Bright and strong moving fast
Just like a falling star
Hit the light before you go
So I don't have to see this room
That we have made our own
Pull the curtains 'til they close
So the sun we try to hide from
Will leave these walls alone
Turn the music way down low
I don't wanna hear the echoes
Of the nights we spent alone
She's in my blood
And in my bones
She feels brand new
And just like home
And although we may find
That these miles are unkind
There are roads left to roam
And we will take our sweet sweet time
Sticking pins in the map
Drinking whiskey drinking wine
If you stay with me
I'll make it worth your time
In my head just like a song
With a melody so simple
Even you could sing along
I know with you's where I belong
And I've been trying hard to
Find my way since you've been gone
I am the land you are the sea
And I'd walk a thousand miles
To the coast so we could meet
We fit together perfectly
And wherever you might go
Is everywhere I want to be
And although we may find
That these miles are unkind
There are roads left to roam
And we will take our sweet sweet time
Sticking pins in the map
Drinking whiskey drinking wine
If you stay with me
I'll make it worth your time
The sound of you and me
Coming back from the night we wasted
We're moving quickly towards the ground
And we both know that it's just an echo
It isn't the same as the ones we made
The first time around
And I am not the one you loved
We got lost out there in the summer air
And salvation's never come
I am not the one you loved
'Cause the girl you knew
Never made it through
Back where she was from
You tell me nothing's wrong
But I can see it when you're sleeping
I hate to say it's no surprise
The bed is breaking
From all the stories we've been keeping
You and me how we used to be
That we can't revise
I am not the one you loved
We got lost out there in the summer air
And salvation's never come
I am not the one you loved
'Cause the girl you knew
Never made it through
Back where she was from
Spoke so softly, you couldn't hear me
Over the sound of words that we spoke
But now we misquote slowly unwound
And I am not the one you loved
We got lost out there in the summer air
And salvation's never come
I am not the one you loved
'Cause the girl you knew
Never made it through
Back where she was from
We'll be gone, we'll be on our own
Miles from what we know
I'll follow you where you go
(Where do you go)
And you can pretend for now
That you don't have a clue how
We managed to leave this town
(The rest is ours)
For now
So why don't we just fall asleep
In the back of the Jeep
With our shoes still on
And the embers burning low
I can feel that you're looking at me
But I don't wanna be
Caught in the undertow
Like a song that I used to play
I'd forgotten until today
There's no wishing this away
(Wish me away)
And we're scared that it's gonna hurt
But I think that I know the words
And I know that I wrote them first
(You wrote them first)
For you
So why don't we just leave our hearts
In the seats of the car
And we'll look for all the things we'll never know
I can feel that you're wishing for me
But I don't wanna be
Caught in the undertow
(Maybe it's just me)
We have come so far
(Afraid you'll disagree)
To break another heart
(You've broken into me)
Let's make another start
So why don't we just fall asleep
In the back of the Jeep
With our shoes still on
And the embers burning low
I can feel that you're
Reaching for me
And now I finally see
We're caught in the undertow
We're caught in the undertow
We're caught in the undertow
Caught in the undertow
We left our clothes sitting on the dock
We dipped our toes then leapt into the dark
And floated neck deep in the blue night sky
I could have died right there by your side
Well I never wanted more
From the world my dear
Than to know you're here
When the rain fell we left the work on our desks
Splashed in puddles 'til we made a mess
Never thinking twice about taking advice
It's nice to know that life can be perfect, if only for the night
Yeah, I never wanted more
From the world my dear
Than to know you're here
And I don't think anymore about how things could go wrong
Because there are so many going right
And why would I ever go without
When I can simply go along with the
Orange of the afternoon light
Never thought that
Life could get so good
I thought it might
But that it never would
Well I never wanted more
From the world my dear
Than to know you're here
The sun still hasn't set where you are
Sometimes I forget how far it is
And it's better the days when I don't recall
The years that you held my hand as I learned to fall
And the words are getting spare now
It's getting harder to care
And I don't think it gets easier
With time and I'm worried we missed our prime
We have the same conversation a few times a week
But you just get older and I'm getting colder, I'm sorry to say.
And the world seems smaller every time I step outside
Never quite large enough to find somewhere to hide
And the words are getting spare now
It's getting harder to care
And I don't think it gets easier with time
we're getting hard to define.
I think you know it's true
(Words are getting spare)
It's not the same me and you
(It's getting harder to care)
And I don't think it gets easier
With time
We've landed in the final fall
We've come to far now too fast
To call it back
And I wear my hair short now
But I still sing songs I wrote with a pony tail
To prove that I know how
Forgive me for thinking that this would take
So much longer (x2)
But I'll just keep laughing for laughter's sake
And you'll wonder (x2)
Why I do
And we'll steel ourselves for the final spring
And we'll separate the stuff we packed
From all the things we thought we'd bring back home
And we'll wear our whites but we'll probably stain out clothes
But that's okay, we never thought we were cool anyway
Forgive me for thinking that this would take
So much longer (x2)
But I'll just keep laughing for laughter's sake
And you'll wonder (x2)
Why I do
Forgive me for thinking
That this would take
So much longer
So much longer
The leaves are starting to change
But all I feel is exactly the same
And the cold is coming in
Through the window panes
And your eyes are getting
That same sad look you wore last year
Beneath the hood of your coat
And I think that we should get away
So pack your bags I won't ask twice
I'll drag you if I have to
Throw your mittens out into the night
And get in my car
And we'll take the road south
And we'll keep driving
'Til you feel warm again
Warm again
Some nights I'm happy to sit with
My cup of tea and my blanket around me
But others you know I just feel empty
And you're back in that
Same sad cave that you dug last year
In an attempt to escape
And I think that we should get away
So pack your bags I won't ask twice
I'll drag you if I have to
Throw your mittens out into the night
And get in my car
And we'll take the road south
And we'll keep driving 'til you
Feel warm again
Warm again
So pack your bags I won't ask twice
I'll drag you if I have to
Throw your mittens out into the night
And get in my car
And we'll take the road south
And we'll keep driving
'Til you feel warm again
Warm again
Oh we'll keep on driving
'Til you feel 'til you feel
Oh we'll keep on driving
'Til you feel 'til you feel
Warm again
I leave this place happy and lived in
Empty but not for long
Look at this face, smiling but cinched in
Singing a dark blue song
Here is the sound of the displaced
Here is the song of the worst case
I know the drill minutes go faster
Smaller bites of the pie
I know the math, one grain of sand
For every ten stars in the sky
Here is the sound of the confused
Here is a song under a new roof
I leave this place
Empty but lived in
Happy but not for long
Oh my baby, I've been acting crazy
But I warned you at the start of this
So you can't hold it against me
Oh my darling sorry I keep arguing
About things that just don't matter
Saying shit that I don't mean
Oh and honey, I been feeling funny
About the places that I'm going to
And the places that I've been
But my sweetness I will try to treat this
Feeling that's come over me
with a little bit of time
And some laughter, a pretty day to capture
A song to sing and tea to drink
Is what I'm chasing after
So be patient, hope you don't mind waiting
I've got big plans and I'll follow through
And I'm thinking we're gonna make it
After all